Letting Go Of Being Normal

Like many people who have read the bio on my website (https://orionmott.com/meet-me) would gather, I had an unusual childhood.  One of the main messages imparted to me through various teachers, channelers, gurus, and shamans, was that I am destined to be a great healer.  Destiny is a funny thing.  As interesting as the idea of predestination might be, there always seemed something controlling about it.  Freedom is my favorite feeling.

When I entered my early twenties, I tried hard to be like everyone else: Eat beef, go to University, watch sports, and work as a personal trainer at a great sports center in Toronto.  You could say that I was trying to create a “normal” life that would appeal to my Ego.  For most of my early life, my Ego was in charge, and it was huge and powerful.  I felt like I was in control of my life…for a time.  Unfortunately, I never saw the cliff edge until it was too late.

When I entered my Thirties, I became wildly irritable and dissatisfied with life.  Everything I thought I wanted, was now in question.  I felt like I was a target, and that my soul was attacking me through the actions and behaviors of others.  I attracted these negative experiences into my life because I didn’t allow myself to be extraordinary.  In hindsight, my abusers are strong signal letting me know I had veered off the path of being my true self.

Somewhere along the way, I realized that I was not fulfilling the life I was meant to live.  In 2003 I started to study BodyTalk and other healing modalities.  During the last 13 years, I healed people of brain trauma (https://www.torontoconcussiontherapy.com), lymphatic cancer, loss of vision, and many other things.  These experiences were of course extremely exciting, but I had a driving curiosity and intellectual need to understand the nature of reality.  As a kid, I was the kind of person who loved to take apart all of my toys to find out how they worked.  My current belief about the nature of reality is that reality is a dream.  Our lives are illusionary.  What we feel and experience as physical reality is just a dream of our soul.

While In the various states of consciousness, I have found that I am both the dreamer and the dreamed.  In physical terms, I am both the cup and the fluid contained.  The trap a lot of struggling healers fall into is the belief that they are just an empty cup.  When higher consciousness flows into the body either through Reiki, channeling, or other means, the important point to know is that we are both the source energy, the process of transmutation of that energy, and we are also the destination.  The higher energetic state of awareness is the experience of fluidity and oneness.  This fluidity is very profound when you shift your state out of the fourth dimension.  For those who don’t understand dimensions, here is a short description

  • We live in the fourth dimension:  Height, Width, and Depth are the parameters for a three-dimensional existence.
  • Time is the fourth-dimensional vector that we experience.  I call it a vector because we only experience it one direction.
  • There are many ways to gain access and experience the fifth dimensional reality but usually feels like a state of love, flow, and Oneness.

The easiest way to experience the fifth dimension is to flip our reality inside out.  This shift would make time three-dimensional, and our physical reality a single dimensional.  Just by suggesting this shift to our Energetic Light Body in a deep state of meditation will open the door to a profound experience.

If you try this technique and have an experience, please comment below.